For a long time I thought God was punishing me. Why did I have to go through this? Did I do something wrong? Or do you just not love me? I need answers because I can’t take this anymore.
These are the kind of thoughts that would flash through my mind, day in and day out. And they still do.
Let me tell you why…
Let me take you back to the beginning…
It must have all started from 15.
Yes, we know that fornication is wrong. We know that sex before marriage is a sin and against God. But how can you help me? It’s not enough saying that which is wrong when you haven’t told me how to make things right and deal with it.
It is very easy to get attached to someone. Spend enough time with them, enjoy their company and join in communication long enough that he knows everything about you; you will begin to ‘fall in love’.